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note to self for the future

Sat, 13 Jun 2009 02:30:08 GMT

hooking up with an ex boyfriend can lead to confusion and painful hickeys.

next time, think about what you're doing. although, if i'd thought about it i still probs would have done it. perhaps i should learn self control, and then think things through.

either way, i don't know what to think now. it's all very weird.

so i guess its alright now

Thu, 11 Jun 2009 01:52:16 GMT

cuz they broke up.

=)

new mantra

Wed, 03 Jun 2009 06:51:24 GMT

he has a girlfriend
don't be stupid

top 5 things i hope to never grow out of...

Mon, 27 Apr 2009 02:26:42 GMT

1. Cute Clothes. Either physically or mentally. They will always be cute and i hope i don't turn into one of those weird old women with no fashion sense.

2. Watching sappy teenage melodrama. I may grow out of the teenage (hopefully haha) but I'll never outgrow the melodrama

3. Playing Laser Tag. I still find it as fun as i did when i was ten, and i hope that in ten years, or twenty, or thirty, i'll still have fun pretending to shoot people

4. Reading People Magazine. The lives of celebrities don't get less interesting, right?

5. Loving to Travel. Even when I'm nice and settled later on, I'll still want to get away once in a while and see something I've never seen before...

And the Top 5 things I'm glad I grew out of...

1. Needing a boy to validate my life. SO high school.

2. Experiencing stupid high school drama. Need I say more?

3. Having my mom pick out my bras. When I pick them out, they just always look better!

4. Fighting with my brothers. Getting along with them is just so much more fun!

5. Being uptight about illegal activities. People are gonna do what they want to do, and freaking out about it never did anybody any good.

So there it is, xangans. What about you guys? Are there things you hope to not outgrow, or are happy that you finally did?

Haha success!

Sat, 25 Apr 2009 17:55:36 GMT

I found a prom date!

to every guy in my senior class who doesn't have a prom date...

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 03:08:12 GMT

ASK ME TO PROM, DAMMNIT!

i don't deal with rejection well

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 02:55:26 GMT

Accepted: Lake Forest, New College
Wait Listed: Emerson, Brandeis
Rejected: Hamilton, Amherst, Oberlin, Skidmore.

All my top colleges rejected me.
My last minute additions wait listed me
My last resorts accepted me.

Something is wrong with this.

This wasn't supposed to be me. I was supposed to be better than this. I was supposed to do more than Isaac and Daniel. My ACT scores were supposed to make me do better. My essays were supposed to get me in.

Nobody wants me.

I used to be so excited at the prospect of college, I never stopped to think about what happens when I don't get in. Now I have a terrible decision to make, and once I make it will I be happy?
Probably not.
College was supposed to be better than high school.

Nothing is going how it's supposed to.

oh well

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 03:58:16 GMT

worth a try, right?
and now i don't have to see him again lmao.
*and* if he ever wants to, he knows i'm open to the idea

altogether, not a bad plan.

the problem is, i still want someone new. so i still need to find someone new who will hook up with me.

but whoooo, dammnit!? my life is a depressing vortex of not getting enough tail LMAO

that was simultaneously emo and amazingly whorey.

hahahahahahahahaha.

parties, dances, anything

Sun, 22 Mar 2009 14:03:32 GMT

between 13 and 16 in two weeks...
it's a wonder I don't have mono.
or something equally as bad.

I meant to hook up with G last night, but that didn't happen. Oh well. Maybe I'll (coherently, this time) send him a message once bteen is over and I don't actually have to see him again.

Just give him the opportunity...He can take it if he wants, and if not, I've still got the tried and true. (or something like that).

In other news (well, not exactly other)

I'm going to have a very awkward monday. Wheeee.

this is odd

Thu, 26 Feb 2009 05:33:19 GMT

it seems i've been stood up.